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It's weird how little I wanted to record the more active parts of my transition. Or maybe not - maybe I knew deep inside it was a very ephemeral stage, where words wouldn't help sort the muddle anyway and living in the moment was my best bet.

But that part is pretty much over, and now I'm left with what to do with the rest of this life I get to have as a man.

I know it isn't what I'm doing right now, a barista at 1369. I love everyone who works there, and I enjoy seeing our clients and regulars. But I don't make enough money to chip away at my various debts and whenever I have a bad day I feel not just like the day was shitty, but my whole life is shitty (which is a strong sign I need a change).

So maybe now's the time to start blogging again, to try to figure out what comes next.

Date: 2016-08-17 12:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I am proud of you through your journeys, and I am glad to be part of your communities and support in your journeys to come. Please don't hesitate to call on me if i can help you in some way.

From my own experience and from conversations with you, I know sometimes what is needed is deep reflection, which can be a mostly solo affair. But know you are loved and you will not be placing a burden by asking for help if you need it. No part of the journey is more or less deserving of support. <3

Also welcome back to LiveJournal :)

Date: 2016-08-17 01:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Welcome back! I'm sure you have a lot of soul searching to do, but I have found this sounding board helpful for myself.

Date: 2016-08-17 02:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
The social part is important. It is not important that you adopt today's male culture. It important for you contribute to it. And I'm sure you have a lot to offer.

Date: 2016-08-17 04:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Good to hear from you again!

Date: 2016-08-17 05:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Welcome back. very glad to hear from you.


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